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[unsheathedfromreality]

Queen and Throne.

If I hadn't seen it myself I don't know I could imagine it. Still he was

we have a word for how war as awful as it is can seduce someone. It was like that. Though I, that version of myself was looking very hard for you.

Would you have had me kill him? Kill you? If it happened again.

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if it happened again
i would loathe to haunt you with that burden
but better that potential man be dead than to harm anyone else.

i never want to be him.

[unsheathedfromreality]

It is a burden I have shouldered before.

Knowing I'd let him replace you would be worse.

You have my oath on it. And my prayer it never happens again.

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have i not said before to be kinder to yourself?
we cannot take it back. we can only attempt to be better than before.

but i thank you.
i too pray to light that it shall never come to that.

[unsheathedfromreality]

You have said. Because you have said

Because it's you asking I am trying. I am afraid I lost the pattern of it sometime before I died.

You're always welcome.

[enblightened]

better then that we attempt to be positive influences on one another

[unsheathedfromreality]

Better, yes. Two might stand together where one can't.

What would you influence me into, dear one?

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someone who can remember to forgive himself, i think.
who will see himself, as i see him.

[unsheathedfromreality]

That's a vision of myself I can accept.

And much the same thing I want for you.

There's a word for wanting that for someone.